Okay, this is NOT another journal sayin' I'm leavin', but I just need some support here.
In light of recent events, I've started to feel that [in the grand scheme of things] my entire existence on here is completely meaningless. First of all, my BFs (, , and ) aside - since they'll respond eventually, anyway -, I just feel like I'm bein' ignored lately (, when ARE ya gonna send me another note, , will we EVER get back to our RP, and , have ya forgotten that I'm even here?). Not only that, but since and blocked me, that's been a real blow to my ego - especially since I still have no idea why. Second of all, I'm startin' to lose confidence in my artistic abilities again. Alright, , if you're readin' this, I know I told ya that I wouldn't care what people thought about my deviations anymore, but with the way I've got my 7th fanfic for here planned out (which'll happen, after all - I think I found a way around that issue I told ya 'bout
[the one where won't let anybody use his characters anymore except if it's in/for somethin' G-rated].), I'll be lucky if it doesn't get removed and/or I don't get BANNED! *sigh* Sorry about this folks, but I just had to get that off my chest.